well !!

 Well, i can say life is interesting, like why would there be no balance. I am broke, of course I don't have a consistent source of income. I hustle here and there to get you know some cash for my daily expenses. anyway I wonder how people do it, I mean the men out here, how was your start. Ladies, I got nothing much to say, you get your ways easily if you wanted. this is just me thinking out loud.

Once you fell like a grown up, the moment you feel the need to be your own provider or your parents have cut you off, or rather the cycle of life just forces you out there. I could never have thought it would be easy neither did I think that it would be this hard for one to stay away from starving, well you have to work for it. No wonder the good book says that the ones who have worked deserve to eat. Working is mad tiresome, mostly when what you are doing is not aligning with your goals. 

Definitely you can tell what I am arriving at, I am tired of seeking for employment but again what is there for me to facilitate my life, well I tried working and when life gets better as it is coming, I will tell of what I did in a certain job I got, day one was just the only day that I went there. did I even have fare to take me back home, oh no, man was poor.

Anyway I am hopes high that it will just align it self eventually, I am seeking to know how to define my purpose on earth, get to know what I ought to do, because, I want to lead a fulfilling life, get my peace and happiness, be kind and spread it. 

 For those who asked what happened to my best best friend, well, never tell about it until it is successful, that was so soon, anyway that is life for me.

I am having thoughtful week already, I hope it winds well and I have a clarity of mind. Always remember to pause, breathe then keep going. Reflecting and recollecting makes the vision less blurry.

LOVE FOLKS,

TUSHEE