New week, new month.

 Everything new is said to be bring happiness, this week already felt good vibes at my first wake, the week felt good already. Maybe it's because its my birthday month, I have that crazy excitement that apparently I can't show off because its not cool to do that nowadays. Today morning I thought of the lessons I need to learn, what I need to know, what I need to shed off, because turning the new age is that place where all eyes are on you because you are done with uni, the haters waiting for a fail, they don't stand a chance though, because they keep us moving, the ones with us in heart and mind well celebrations ahead. 

Well, today was the last day of me paying the price of a promise I gave while I was younger. Simple messages, been in the moment, and dumb naturally. I promised I would be there, been the real friend, I became the dumber one in the sight of others. well, the price to pay was just a token of love, that i learned its not worthy for everyone to just get. It has costed me respect, it has costed me trust and it has just given rise to a new guy.

I don't know if the feeling is just a thing that is happening to me, or is it a phase that we just have to go through. yeah. I feel I need to regain a stand; that would be tough for me but worth it in the long run. I just cant put the picture clearly for you guys but the cost of growth has to be painful. Talking to myself as I write, first thought of how I am feeling. So random it is. I want to believe one of you can relate to the phase. feel free to throw a word of advice .

I have learnt also, accepting the mistake is the first step to learning. 

Love folks,

TUSHEE

Comments

  1. AnonymousAugust 1, 2022 at 10:13 AM

    Accept growth, shed some skin and redeem yourself.

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  2. AnonymousAugust 2, 2022 at 1:58 AM

    🔥🔥

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  3. AnonymousAugust 9, 2022 at 7:40 AM

    I love it that the 1st of August started on a monday
    Bliss
    Keep your head up bro
    People tend to disrespect loving souls
    Probably why we have super villains
    Don't change your ways just love the right people
    I think when you love someone and they take advantage of your love its always something wrong with them
    Maybe love isn't a familiar language to them
    Sometimes people fall in love with what their familiar with
    Maybe they're not familiar with love

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