Back to back😎

Check check . Damn it. Consistency, from the beginning I promised to be consistent with this but what excuse do I have for my brain . Yeah, I have been away, not from the internet, but time to reflect . A little it felt not worth it, for a moment I felt discouraged. No one was in my corner to motivate me . Well, the truth of life. 


So of late I have been having bitter pills to swallow. Correct answers that were not the ones I accepted. The part where you have to seek for advice the third time because the first two didn't advise the way you wanted . That has been my life this month. I thought it being  my birthday month that everything would be soft and wow. Unfortunately, I fell off trains I thought took me the right way, I fell off relationships I thought would last and I learnt the hard way. I am 


With age comes wisdom. Nature has its best way to teach you some life hard questions. Took me long enough to understand being good will never give you anything but let you get used. So save the being nice and do good and walk your way, do not stay.


I am swimming in the positive vibes that the month gave fairly.


Hard earned lesson. But it was also a good birthday week. I have reflected and manifested good tidings over the next year ahead. I am about to be working class. Salaried person, well guys be sure I am excited and already counting my chicks before they hatch. I am consciously doing it but my expectations aren't that high.


I am happy to be back guys.


Love folks .


Tushee

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